TUESDAY'S FACE

Moody grey pre-snow sky and changeable sea. Accommodating of the weather to reflect the sense of waiting I feel. Friday is my last day at this job. No more presidency for yours truly. I'm hoping that perhaps I'll have good news about the job at ____ before I leave and I'm trying not to spend too much time doing the dance of, "Well, if they haven't offered it to me by x-o'clock then that means that it's down to me and y many other people, but if the pigeons on the warehouse roof across the street fly fewer than three complete circuits of the building before the next blue car drives past, then I'm golden!"

I declare! There is a strong corollary between interviewing for new jobs and starting a new relationship. I'm really trying to detach from the anxiety and focus on the big picture. Reiki helps.

Speaking of Reiki, I'm considering doing another round of master and teacher training through William Lee Rand's organization. Time will tell.

Have any of you ever lost 47 pounds? It is amazing what a difference it makes! Even when it comprises only a quarter of what you want to lose. Not only do I feel/sleep/move better and have more physical energy, I also have more spiritual, mental, and emotional energy. I am much harder to overwhelm, generally speaking. I know it's not just having lost the weight; it's also about having done so flipping much healing work in my life and having some of that bearing fruit at the same time.

It's nice to feel like my life is a tapestry rather than a single tatty thread. I think that's one very practical definition of grace. Hello swan!



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